During the Christmas Days I've spent with my grandparents I've drawn something for you but since their scanner was broken I am posting this that late. Hope, you like it anyway <3



( Xmas at my grandparents )

where santa comes stalking visiting people and showering them with gifts!

but happy christmas eve people :D

and also merry xmas in advance, if i cant be bothered to post tmr : D

past few days have been fun due to overwhelming lameness and boredom.

i ended up sleeping at 5am due to super summer. and yea, i started  watching the show from 2am plus and finally decided to sleep when i was done with it.
blah @ whats happening with suju now. D: they better not disband #@*(%$@&(#@!*(&!!!!! not after what had happened to tvxq. better not. T_T

but anyway i saw something funny along this conversation between donghae and siwon, it went something like this....

siwon: do you trust me?
donghae: i only trust your dad.

oh that was EPIC!!!! 8D



i better go and get done with my preparation. im finally going to fetch shijia YAY since shes coming back today. like finally.

so cyall around~

¿ hay alguna posibilidad de dejar de derramar tantas lagrimas? 
¿cuando sera el dia enque todo esto acabe..?

recuerdo que hace poco me repuse un poco de mi pesadilla, y ahora..  vuelve a ocurrirme otra  mucho mas horrible
cuando dejare de sufrir tanto..y siento que mi estomago.. ya no puede más. 



mañana es noche buena,  sin familia... sin amigos.. sin nadie.. , como todos los años



solo la música y yo

AAAAARGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!! y sigue la misma porquería me pregunto si algun día mi estomago hara una explosion masiva dentro de mí ESTO ME PONE DE MUY MAL HUMOR! putas ulceras, espero que mi futura yo no sea tan patetica que la de ahora

its the holidays alr, but im not feeling happy. not with all the project stuffs lining up to be presented after school starts. bahhh i havent even start my preparation yet. to be exact, i havent even think of what i want to do. boohoo

AND to top it off,

babe just went to japan. at around 1am. with vivi meimei :(((((((
its teh school exchange programme

i miss them alrrrrr. 24th faster come faster come

no one to fangirl with me for this period, i will be bored to death man. like seriously.

BUT one happy thing about this week is that i get to meet clique. oh i miss them very much. not to mention that one of them sorta went mia and doesnt reply calls or txts cant wait to see themmmmmmmmmmm~ movie waraku shopping?


money money come to me
money money come to me
money money come to me
money money come to me
money money come to me


i want my idols stuffs. booooo and i cant even get them yet, because. i've been spending my money like no one's business. hoho im officially broke. anyone wants to sponsor me :D?

i dont really mind that.


one can never get enough of suju's dorkyness and crazyness. they just brighten up your day.
esp seeing them fail so hard. GO WATCH EHB to see how fail yesung is. that guy is seriously love. tho i still dont like him when he sang rdd with SHINee. of course heechul, teukie, donghae hi my babies, sungmin and eunhyuk as well

they are just so friggin adorable. gosh.


and because its the holidays, ive been staying up til 4am plus, watching videos. errrrrrr wait, ive been doing that already before the holidays. oh well. its going to be a cycleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


okay. now i gotta go prepare. meeting alica and maybe hyee?

i find it funny how my conversation with hyee today is mostly just about ajisen and bus. cuz i prefer pepper lunch and train. gonna starve myself til dinner. nice.




replay replay replay~

ANYTHING ELSE

I'm happy when you are happy
I'm proud when you are proud
Anything else doesn't even matter

And when you're sad I try my best to make you happy again
And when I'm sad I expect you to do the same
Anything else doesn't even matter